The Ugly Truth


Name: Nicole
Age: 24
Hair: Redish Brown
Eyes: Brown
Height: 5'7"
Hometown: South Jersey
Times in Clinic: 3

HW: 147 (Oct 2010)
LW: 98 (June 2010)

UGW: 115 []

I set my final goal at 115.  It was really hard to set an ultimate goal, because in the past, all I worked towards was to be the smallest I could possibly be.  As small as I got, it was never good enough.  I know that getting to 115 won't feel like an ending point when I get there.  I don't want to put my family through anymore pain.  I don't want to put my boyfriend through anymore guilt.  So I am going to do my best to stop when I get there and just maintain.  I would rather be unhappy than hurt the people I love again.  I am going to lose weight.  I am also going to try and change myself for the better.  Change my thoughts to be less self destructive.  Maybe one day I can be happy with myself. People can change right?