I am feeling so good today! I cannot believe how much I am enjoying the Skinny Girl Diet. Not trying to fast every day has me in a great mood. I woke up this morning feeling bloated and started my period (sorry TMI haha) so I was really scared to weigh myself. I almost didn't because I didn't want to see an increase. But I started a chart that I intend to keep the whole time I am doing the SGD, so for scientific purposes I made myself get on the scale. I lost another pound. :) I know this progress can't continue the entire month, but it made me so happy to start off the day on a positive note.
I really need to try and eat more fruits and vegetables if they are free. I just get so caught up in what I am doing during the day and fall into my old habits of not eating anything until dinner. I have to try and remember to bring like one fruit and one vegetable with me when I leave the house in the morning. I meant to eat an orange this morning to try and kick start my metabolism but I totally forgot.
On a non-SGD topic, am I the only person who when they see a cute really skinny girl they want to be their friend? haha. I probably sound like a huge loser, but when I am out and about and I see a girl that is smaller than me and dressed stylish I almost want to walk up to her and be like "hey, want to be friends?" If I am being totally honest, my first thought is normally jealousy. But I really don't have anyone in my life right now that I can talk about my ED with. It would be so nice to have someone to chat with. My only two friends that were accepting of it I don't talk to anymore. I have this blog, but it is pretty one sided haha.
Yesterday I was in Barnes and Noble and I saw this really tiny girl. She had the cutest outfit on and was looking at wedding books like I was. I was thinking my weird stalker thoughts about how I wanted to be her friend when I overheard her on the phone. She was talking to a friend about her wedding and she said, "You need to start dieting if you are getting married. Just start thinking about it. Think definitely less than 1000 calories a day." ha! We totally could have been friends. Ok, the more I write about this, the more I realize how weird it sounds. I swear I am not a lesbian or like a crazy person. Well, maybe I am crazy but I don't think I would ever actually act on my strange delusions. I guess my lifestyle makes me feel a little lonely... Alright I don't want to ruin my good mood so I am not going to continue this thought process!
Tomorrow starts the weekend! I hope I am still loving the SGD then!
Stay Strong and Skinny,
Nicole
xoxo
P.S. These are the kind of girls I would be stalking at a Barnes and Noble. haha
there's this theory called "what is beautiful is good" and basically when we see beautiful people we assume they are nice, caring, funny, smart, and good people and we want to be around them. So no..wanting to be skinny people's friend is not weird.
ReplyDeletePlus the only people crazier that ed people are brides to be. Stay away from those ladies. They are insane with the dieting and gym time.
thanks for making me feel like less of a creeper :)
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