I am feeling so good today! I cannot believe how much I am enjoying the Skinny Girl Diet. Not trying to fast every day has me in a great mood. I woke up this morning feeling bloated and started my period (sorry TMI haha) so I was really scared to weigh myself. I almost didn't because I didn't want to see an increase. But I started a chart that I intend to keep the whole time I am doing the SGD, so for scientific purposes I made myself get on the scale. I lost another pound. :) I know this progress can't continue the entire month, but it made me so happy to start off the day on a positive note.
I really need to try and eat more fruits and vegetables if they are free. I just get so caught up in what I am doing during the day and fall into my old habits of not eating anything until dinner. I have to try and remember to bring like one fruit and one vegetable with me when I leave the house in the morning. I meant to eat an orange this morning to try and kick start my metabolism but I totally forgot.
On a non-SGD topic, am I the only person who when they see a cute really skinny girl they want to be their friend? haha. I probably sound like a huge loser, but when I am out and about and I see a girl that is smaller than me and dressed stylish I almost want to walk up to her and be like "hey, want to be friends?" If I am being totally honest, my first thought is normally jealousy. But I really don't have anyone in my life right now that I can talk about my ED with. It would be so nice to have someone to chat with. My only two friends that were accepting of it I don't talk to anymore. I have this blog, but it is pretty one sided haha.
Yesterday I was in Barnes and Noble and I saw this really tiny girl. She had the cutest outfit on and was looking at wedding books like I was. I was thinking my weird stalker thoughts about how I wanted to be her friend when I overheard her on the phone. She was talking to a friend about her wedding and she said, "You need to start dieting if you are getting married. Just start thinking about it. Think definitely less than 1000 calories a day." ha! We totally could have been friends. Ok, the more I write about this, the more I realize how weird it sounds. I swear I am not a lesbian or like a crazy person. Well, maybe I am crazy but I don't think I would ever actually act on my strange delusions. I guess my lifestyle makes me feel a little lonely... Alright I don't want to ruin my good mood so I am not going to continue this thought process!
Tomorrow starts the weekend! I hope I am still loving the SGD then!
Stay Strong and Skinny,
P.S. These are the kind of girls I would be stalking at a Barnes and Noble. haha